Ash today i couldn't stop thinking about you, i don't know why but today was a hard day i miss yo like crazy. even though i hadn't seen you in such a long time when i heard about your death i couldnt stop crying all these tears kept falling down m face. i miss you Ash i keep thinking your going to come back but sometimes i realise that its not going to happen and i just have to accept that bye ash

ash i have never felt so down until you left me. i need you here with me. your family needs you. i dont understand why this has hapened to you. why did they have to take you away from us. ash i always loved the time i spent with you i loved and miss. i always looked up to you and i still do now. you were one of my role models and you were like my boig sister i could always count on you. i never thought that you would ever leave. i miss your smile and your beautiful hugs i no that your mum and the rest of your family do to and your mum is feeling so sad and we all need you here telling us you'l be back and it'll all be fine. if i could have one of your hugs now that would make all my pain go away. everyday i wake up and i think of you that is all i think of. there is not a day that goes by that i dont think of you and wish you were here. i dont get this world it is a crel place and takes away all the wonderful peope that keep everyone smiling. oh ash why did you go this ist fare and it doesnt get any easier as time goes by everyday i miss you more and more. please come back and tell me it was all a dream. i need to see your beautiful smile just one more time please Ash.... i love you always alwas always xoxoxoxoxoxo talliah xoxoxo R.I,P ASH

Ashleigh today I miss you more than others, i dreamt about you last night and I cant stop thinking about you. I'd give ANYTHING just to have one moment to tell you i'm sorry, to tell you i love you and always did, to tell you that i missed you when we fought and to tell you I miss you more than anything in this world right now. I'd give my life just to get yours back, i've never seen such a large group of people so sad, i've never seen a parent this sad, your mum, your best friend misses you more than ever. i just wish i could bring you back to her. Sometimes I feel like your still going to come back, fuck ashleigh i wish it could happen!! it frustrates me to realise its not going to!! Two months this saturday and it feels like only yesterday I recieved the phone call. I'll never forget that feeling, the feeling of loss and shock. I miss you so so so much percy baby! Today after I had seen your mum at work I was walking home talking to you, i hope you could hear me? I actually walked past a bus stop on my way home thinking it was empty and kept talking to myself, I soon realised it wasnt! I immediatley imagined you laughing at me ash, loudly! man I love you so much! I love you I love you I love you! I wish I could turn back time, even an hour before you passed, just to tell you not to get in the car! Maybe things would of been different... I think about you EVERY day Ash and I'll never forget everything you did for me...ever You'll never be forgotten by those who Loved you Pretty girl I miss you so much Love always Em x o x o

its weird how the world seems to keep going now that your not here.. im waiting for everything to go back to normal but im realising that it never will.. i hate the feeling i get where i miss you so much but dont want to cry.. and i try not too but it gets so hard.. ILoveYouBaby ==One Step At A Time== love you forever and always... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

ash, i miss you so so much. since saturday you have been on my mind non stop, i have been crying about everything. like i was watching the princess diaries last night and i cried cause mia had a fight with her best friend and then it was them hugging. i wish with every ounce of breath in my body i could give you a hug again and tell you how sorry i am. i love you the world ash. x x x x x x x x

Hey Baby Its Mum Ive had a really bad day, i cant belive your not here and i wish i wasnt either, i give my everything for one of your hugs, when you tell me mum squize me harder. I find it hard to look at ur picture today because i see u and all i see is ur face when u were born, If we could turn back time, Love you precious, My beautiful Angel Love mum xxxx

Its not the same,, i wish you were here.. gahh yah driving me crazii babyy! i have been so moody lately and grumpy because im still waiting for you to come back and give me a hug..or to shake me and tell me that this is still a big mistake.. nothing will be the same without you.. do you remember that night that we stayed at jennas house? baha best night 07! ct and ts.. that night was one that i will never ever forget! im sure you remember it... you were always there for everyone who needed you and i hope that you know that we are all still here for you in case you want to drop form the sky.. i wonder everyday if you miss us as much as we miss you.. someone has come back into my life and i have a huge feeling that you were working the magic from upstairs.. i no your watching over us all down here,, thoughts are always with you percy... my arms are always open for you to drop back down.. i love you chickenn! miss you bubzz, iloveyouxxxxxxxxxx

Ash i come on here every day... i still cant believe your gone its just i cant believe it it doesnt sound right...i miss you so much and all the fun times we had at frayne and forri...im so sorry i didnt spend much time with you...and my heart goes out to chelsea and her family...ash baby you deserved better only the good die young... you were a person that touched my heart at frayne and forri every time i would see you..you would light up my day even if i was sad but i went to school for a reason to be with my friends and especially you i thank you so much for every thing u hav done for me... i just wish i could give all those things back...well i'll guess ill see you later im not saying goodbye coz i know i will see you again.... i love u soo much and i know that julia misses you to passing notes in class lol and being there for us when we needed you we thank you..!! R-I-P ASH.. xoxoxo hayley

Its been 8 weeks today and i miss u like crazy!!!!!! What a beautiful girl u are and u have alot of people that love you so much, i thought Bree would forget but she remembers everything like you were just here,she ask me to hug her like you did but its not the same and i just dont do it right. i saw Sahrece and Tracey last night there good people and i can understand now why you loved being around them! Stay beautiful, My beautiful Angel XXXXXXXXXXXX

love ya ashleigh percy jen rob mitch ant and kate xxxxxxxxxxxxx

apple bottom jeans.. boots with the furr, the whole club looking at herr! of course ash.. this was your song! one of the many =] it came on last night and just sat there on repeat i dont know why and i think everyone at the party was getting a bit sick of it :s but i new that you were down there dancing and shaking your thingg :) i miss you babyy.. i would give anything... Rest In Peace Percy babess i loveyouxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

miss you ashh babyy today was so gay! another one of those days where i needed you the most.. one day just one dai i will see you again.. its just funni how things pan out when you lose someone you love.. you realise whats what and whos who.. we all miss you like crazy ashleigh... i love youuu Rest in Peace Percyy babes.. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

lovin and missin ya like crazee..... trace...xxxxx

love ya ash xxxxxxxxxxxx

I love you Ashleigh x x x

Remember when we used to say that, remember when we videod eachother shouting it in your bedroom. Your mum thought we were such losers. Little Bree bree used to say it with us! I remember when you videod me saying I liked Kyal and then showed it to him! We always used to eat the milo cereal in your cuboards. I'd do anything to relive those memories Ash, I miss you more each day and wish I could have one more chance to tell you everything i've ever wanted to. I love you Baby girl. I thought i had all the time in the world. I hope you can read our comments to you each day, I sometimes hope that we are all going to get one back. I love you Ash I'll never forget you and your beautiful smile xoxo

Baby no school for me today and when im not busy or not moving around is when i start to miss you the most.. it hurts :( when do i get to see you again? I dreamt about you though.. it was that this was all just one big misunderstanding.. i wish that it was.. i want a biggg slopppy kiss from you,, percy style haha i member thoseee biggg kisses... i hope you can read this from up in heaven... every one says that it will be okay but i know it wont be until your back here.. i miss you beautiful... i love youuu soooo mucchhh but miss you even more... All that shimmers in this world are sure to fade... love you baby.... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Ashleigh... jee i dont know what to say anymore apart from i miss you so much.. Whens it going to get easier? When can i see your beautiful face again and when can i feel you warm touch.. i have so many questions for you.. i wish that you were here with me.. theres this heavy feeling on my chest and a feeling that i cant get rid of... like an emptyness... there werent enough angels in heaven thats why you were taken I will never forget you babe,, Things have been so hard without you and so much different.. you had a major impact on my life and tears will never explain what you meant to me.. and meant to everyone.. you played a special part in everyones life I miss you baby loveyou so much,,, i miss you and would give the world to have you back... loveyou babe

ash how do we go on all of us are not sure we are waiting , but for what we are not sure we keep hoping that it is a bad dream and somehow you'll be back but we know in our hearts that will never be. our heart always aches and we miss you every minute of every day it seems the shine has gone out of the sun and the brightness out of the moon life is so bloody unfair so many more things we should have said so many more times we should have spent together we know you know we loved but somehow that does'nt seem enough each day it is hard to find a reason to go on and a reason to smile our life as well as everyone who loved will never ever be the same love you always and forever love jen rob mitch ant and kate brown xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Beautiful, Dont know what to do... but, Im missing you each day, My heart beats enlighten your name, Your face constantly in my mind, With a great smile that makes me so alive! Day after day, I think of you, Every beat of this heart of mine speaks you, Loves you, miss you, cares you, And it really makes my life complete! I love you, I love you so, Thats I swear everlastingly, I miss you, I miss you so, Thats all I yell day by day. My darling angel, rip baby xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx i know ill see you soon!!!!

Whenever I needed someone to talk to You were always there... My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, and You were always there... There was no time when I had doubt to come to you because You were always there... I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared. Whenever I was down and blue... You were always there. No matter my problems, or what was wrong You were always there... Whenever I felt like nothing matters You were always there... Now your gone, and I don't know what to do I close my eyes and think of you, and how You were always there... It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of you Can you hear me now At night I pray, and I speak to you I guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you were You would always be there. I know one day I'll see you again, but till then I have to say goodbye One thing I will always say is You Were Always There... I love you ashleigh and will forever no matter what, your always in my heart!!!!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey My Beautiful Angel, Everyone keeps telling me it gets easier over time but my heart aches more each day, what a beautiful and funny girl you were.I have your pictures all over the house and wouldnt have it any other way but it hurts so bad when i wish you could reach out fo the photo's and give me one of your special hugs and i could tell you that im so proud of you and that i love you more than you ever knew, I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU Ashleigh xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 16 kisses My Beautiful Angel

Baby girl we still miss you like mad. I dont think nothing is going to ever ease this pain we all feel, you were such a light in our lives. We had so many funny moments and some sad but we always got through them as well. We kiss your photos every morning and night but wish you were there instead. Ash i would like to say thanks for caring about us all. You always looked out for lewis and always told steph how much you cared about her you looked up to her as your big sis . But thankyou more than anything for caring about me as well, when i was not well you rang concerned and it meant the world to me - in the words of Gwen Stefani if i could be your favourite girl - you loved that song and yeah Ash you were my favourite girl along with many people that knew you. i love you ash and i know we will meet again, love you baby girl kisses forever

Ashleigh, Today we drove past where you left us, i never got the chance to say goodbye or anything! When we drove past i got this fealling like when you hug me, this BIG chill all in my body! I s was looking and looking for you but you wernt there, i wish this day didnt COME so early where you left this world and went to heavon! i jst wished that you had of lived your FULL life and got to have kids and your own house and GREAT stuff like that! But i guess you were needed up in heavon! But if i could tell you something RIGHT now i would say........Ashleigh my beautiful angel i love you and your MY fav and always will be forever you were like a BIG sista to be you were alwyas there for me when i was down and if soemone was mean you would yell at them and i loved that ! You always had a BEAUTIFUL smile on your face and i will never forget that EVER!!! You were my bestfriend but i guess i never had the chance to tell you i jst keep it to my self but Ashleigh you are my angel and i love you always and forever!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxox LOVE alwasy and forever DANA! rip baby forever in my heart <3 missing you more and more each day crying more when i think about that i wont get to see your face for a VERY long time!!! but when this world ends we WILL all be with you forever and ever!!! OH and what i loved about you was that you were always your SELF and wernt trying to be one of thoes gilrs who wants to be liuke every one ealse!!! FOREVER loved and MISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry I never told you all I wanted to say And now it's too late to hold you 'cause you've flown away, so far away Never had I imagined living without your smile Feeling and knowing you hear me, it keeps me alive, alive And I know you're shining down on me from heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together, one sweet day Darling, I never showed you, assumed you'd always be there And I took your presence for granted, but I always cared And I miss the love we shared And I know you're shining down on me from heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together, one sweet day Although the sun will never shine the same I'll always look to a brighter day Lord, I know when I lay me down to sleep You will always listen as I pray And I know you're shining down on me from heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together, one sweet day And I know you're shining down on me from heaven Like so many friends we've lost along the way And I know eventually we'll be together, one sweet day Sorry I never told you all I wanted to say this song reminds of you mariah carey one sweet day we love you ash always have you always new that our life will never be the same thankyou for being a part of our life we miss you more than words could ever say and heart aches and a piece of ours went with you the browns xxxxxxxxxxx

Im writing to you just like we would in the old days, but its nothing like the old days, and as much as im hoping to get a reply from you i know that i wont becaus eyour gone. Im never going to get a reply from you again and its hard for me to deal with that. Ashleigh i know that your looking down on the ones you love an protecting them from everything. You are our guardian angel ashleigh and you were taken away from us way too soon but obviously someone needed you somewhere else more then we did. i know you wouldnt want us to be mad and upset, but i am so mad, why you and why did you have to be taken so soon. there isnt even words that can explain how much i miss you and love you. I would give absolutely anything to have you back. you are one of a kind baby. i miss those warm gigantic hugs that you gave and all the kisses we gave on each others fore heads. Those are the thing that i will never forget. I love you so much there is no word on this universe that can explain exactly how much. Your the first thing i think of when i wake up and the last thing i think of before i close my eyes at night. When your pillow slip is clenched in my hand while im sleeping it makes me feel like i am actually holding you. I miss your smell, your smile, your laugh and everything else about you. You had the biggest impact on my life when you first entered it and now that you have past on you've made an even bigger impact. you are beautiful and i will never ever say good bye to you. Im only ever going to say " see you later" because i know that i will. i know that you are right here next to me helping me get through this, but hte truth is ash i cant and i never will be able to. i want to thank you for actually being a part of my life and giving me the cahnce to call you my Best friend, cos you are baby never forget it! All the good times are all that i can think of and fuck there were shitloads of them. CHAD haha i know your laughing about that! remember in class when we were looking for my tongue ring ball and he made that meow noise hah! and when u and i use to piss miss stout off by rattling our tongue ring balls. And when we held your mum down and painted her face with the clown paints. Theres so many that i could list but i would be here all day! your dvd is cotinuosly on repeat ash and you have a special place in my heart and you will always have that place. I go see you Mum every second day, i know that you would want me to go look afeter her for you and i am. I love you baby for ever and always you will be in my heart. R.I.P baby girl and know your my everything Love You Always Ashleigh, Shannon

I miss you so much Ashleigh, more than anything in this world. I wish we could have you back for just one moment. If i could I'd tell you I was sorry again and that I loved you and always did Love you forver ash xoxoxoxoxox

dear chelsea my thoughts are with you now and always, ash was a special girl in our lives and we loved her very much, never in a million years could i understand your pain but we think of you every day and wish every thing could be different and we were sharing teenage moments again, lewis and ashleigh first loves, caused us both many a sleepless night but they loved each other so much and looked out for each other - it was funny he was getting ready for a fishing trip and found so many notes and messages around his room and on his fishing hat, from ashleigh he was so happy to be taking her on the trip, i know it made it special for him. Chelsea i am so sorry my love and if i could turn back time i would do anything to ease your pain, love to you and the family.Lorraine

love ya ash xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Our beautiful ashleigh was taken from us on the 27 Of july 2008... I think she was needed up in heaven to guid us though our good and bad times and help us!! We love you baby xoxoxoxoxox FOREVER AND EVER!!!!! R.I.P Ashleigh...

Dana Louden

16 years ago

Baby, R.I.P We love you.. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

To the wonderful Ashleigh... Death stole my only love, It didn't let me say goodbye. So in this world that killed you, I sit alone and cry. A pointless event, that often does occur, It stole my only love I say for death there is no cure. Your big brown eyes I still so often see. But now you're gone and all that's left is me. But I will not abandon hope, I will endure this pain, I will survive in this cruel world, Alone and full of vain. So when I leave this filthy place With enemies and hate, I will unite with you my love. Tears fall down my face, they keep flowing one by one, the pain begins to show, please tell me what i've done. the sad and angry part of me, wants to just let go, i want to be completely free, of all this pain and agony. I can't stop the tears from coming, as much as i want to, if only someone would listen, i'm crying out to you. please take my hand and tell me, everything will be alright, say you'll never leave again. The only one can keep my strength alive has gone. And I'm now trying to find other ways to go on. But I'm still;; waiting, I'm still longing. A girl so bright, and filled with light, She was only sixteen Filled with love and comparrison She was only sixteen Had a way of making everything better She was only sixteen A happy face loved by so many She was only sixteen We miss you're laugh, you're love and smille We know you are happy, and safe now For the gates of heaven have opened so early for you And you excepted you're invitation But We will never forget you, and we shall be together soon I know you will watch over all of us And give us you're guiding love We love you, miss you, and cant wait to see you!!! The Best Die Young..... R.I.P Baby girl, always in my heart forever!! ilove you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Love always DANA!!!!!!

never stop missing you love jen rob ant mitch and kate xxxxxxx

my darling ashleigh you were our princess our darling girl you always stood out above the others, always in charge (we wont tell the boys) i loved all your funny moments your blonde moments as you called them, the movie nights when you and lewis had scary movies and then got scared, when you got that hair tie knotted in your hair and went mad and it took 4 of us to calm you down, when you egged me on to put the music on loud to annoy the neighbours and we did high 5's for ages, getting stuck on the fence and lewis had to get you down, when u got hold of lewis's mobile and sent msg's to everyone haha that was the funniest not for lewis tho, i could go on forever babe we had such good times and we loved you so much i think you knew that, epecially when you got on that motorbike and broke your foot and lewis got so angry but only because you were hurt but you were so proud to think he loved you that much, well my baby he did always as i and steph did you were a big part of our lives and always will be. my darling baby girl until we meet again bless my love i think the world of you and always will. kisses forever lorraine, lewis, stephanie

To beautiful Ashleigh I miss you more than anything in this world, I'd do anything to bring you back to us percy. One moment to hear your voice and feel your warmth. I know we used to argue ash, but dont all friends??? we never failed to sort it out. You were so precious to me Ash. I dont care what anyone else says about our relationship, I know you knew what we shared was special and thats all that matters to me. I love you Ashleigh baby Will miss you forever Your smile never leaves my heart I love you xoxo

Its been a month and a bit since you left.. left without a goodbye or nothing too say, you were taken too soon from us,, only sixteen.. Tears have never come so natural to me.. Memories give me the strength to move on.. No words will ever describe the feeling of losing you,,I know that you new who the true ones were.. I just hope that you are in a better place now.. everything, and i mean everything has changed now.. i have a whole new outlook on life and what truely means the most..We had so many memories together, the boys, the late nights at carousel, the food creation lessons were me and you laughed at a certain boy that you liked in our class, i miss you so much babe, i just wish that you could come back and i could get one last hug.. (your bone crushing hugs! they were vital,, but i still loved them) To the girl who started the party girl trend, to the girl who was always there for me, to the girl who had enough room in her heart for every one and lastly to the girl that i call my best friend, i love you and may you rest in Peace..

we went to visit at the freeway today but you probablyknow that allready hopeyou like the flowers forever in our thoughts xxxxxxxxxxxxlove the browns

i luv u ash with all my heart this was never meant to of happened to u. u were always my number 1 role model no matter wat. even though u r not with us physically u will always b with us by heart i'll never forget u. i luv u so much and u will never b forgotten. luv u ash RIP ANGEL lotsa luv Caitlin xoxoxo

If only we could have you back just for one last minute hunni....to see that gawjus face and hear that crazy laugh ....i hope you can hear and feel the love everyone has for you..your name is on everyone's lips your face a vision in our eyes and the memories hun there carved in our hearts forever..you were a whole lot more then you realised you were a angel before you knew it you saved my girl you made her. we both know how...thnk god for the chewy life saver's huh funny that if you only knew that were also a life saver and for that i will be foreva and eternally grateful...just one more minute.....thank you ash for bein real thankyou for neva backin down and standin up for wat you believe in....just thanks for bein you.....i know for a fact that i say this on behalf of everyone that knew and loved you.....just one more minute... sooo loved gurl, betcha ya smilin ya sweet lil butt off knowing you touched so many lives this way.... you were. you are and you will always be loved by all of us... sweet dreams hunni luv ya ta bits... tracexxxx