My Best Daniel Smee, This will be the first xmas in 17 years that i won't hear your voice. It is and has been so hard since you left us. I grieve you alone with your dearest family and friends. I find strength and courage in your memory. I am working hard this xmas in the endevour to find a better place, im trying mate and with your memory and all the knowledge and stuff you taught me, I am moving forward one small step at a time. I hope you are watching over me and those others you held so dear, the family and friends that I know you cared so much for. I love you mate and miss you so much. Nobody feels my pain and loss as much as your family and closest mates. We love you mate and brother and son. You are a very special soul my friend and you touched the lives of so many and you touched the very core of my being, i think of you many many times a day, and as painful as it is those thoughts of you and what you stood for and who you are, is what helps me overcome all th challenges i face today, because it was you who always helped me through them before.

My brother, I love and miss you