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Anonymous
7 years ago

Cuzzie I miss you so so much. In 6 days it will be 4 years since you passed. The pain still lingers and Im still trying to understand. I love you baby. Take your rest, you deserve it. HAPPY EARLY 25TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!

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Hi! I still miss you! And i always will......Of course I also still love you nothing can ever change that. The Question is always are you living or are you just existing, you are not even here and I know you are still living..... Living on smiling, laughing and watching over everyone..... I REMEMBER YOU as i always will. Life goes on and things have changed... im now in school and still working trying to keep up wit what i always told you i would do, You are just playing over in my mind today i haven't cried or visited this page in a while....just havent through it this rough in a while .... as the world moves i cnt stand still so i have done the same.. moving on in my parts of my life...things i will talk about when i pray tonight..... for in my heart, in my mind and in my dream.... Kiss

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Ashley Ash
9 years ago

I will alwayz love u and miss u cuzzy every day i cry for youu

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Nato
9 years ago

I swear I miss the days when you were here to console, guid and remind that being humble is key. To face this world with one less brother is really hard because the attributes you brought to the table others just can't compare. I just need one more ride,one more visit and everything will be ok.It might sound selfish but big cuz I need you right now it feels like no one else understands...Pshhhh I'm lost dog just show me the way I'm willing to follow

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Cerys
9 years ago

Happy birthday Philip

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donato
10 years ago

Words to explain how much I miss you cnt even be said any more...I miss you Darren real talk

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Anonymous
10 years ago

this is late i was tryna write this tribute from january 1st but for some reason everytime i try to write get just got delete....sad....all that writing.....But anyways Happy New Years .... i cant believe it its 2011 the year of ending possiblities and happiness we deemed it years before...... Because of course I will be 21 this year, we were suppose to travel different place soar for better education this was also the year we suppose to get engaged ......I can just reminisce on all the things we talked about picture it all coming to life...... For some reason there are three song that every time i hear them i think of you ...Unbreak my Heart and that probably also because of the video....Like You'll Never See Me Again probably because i live that song i know what it is Boy i would hold u and dont want to let go and liss you like it was the last time because the reality of it was it would have been so i would have savored every moment relished in every embrace cherish even the most simplest of things....and the last song is by pink and yes it does sound like begging but it goes i forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to i cant be without you your my perfect little punching bag i need you im sorry Please Please Don't Leave Me.... But now it time to face the fact that all of our dreams of being together having an adventurous, exciting, new chapter can no longer be written and april of this year would mark that you have been gone 2 years i still question how i am able to face each day maybe it cuz i still pray for you even though you not here or because i still feel your presence around me or it that one time you visited me in my dreams that was one dreams i didnt want to wake up from cause everything felt so real us walking around the conversation was still full of jokes you were smiling from ear to ear and hugging each other felt both remarkable and unbelievable in the dream it was so real and when i woke up i questioned everything ......Its getting easier i won't lie but this is still rough a piece of me is still torn because you were my best friend i wouldnt have traded you for anyone else yes sometimes you were annoying other you made me upset and yet you were so in sync with me you could tell how i was feeling before i even said anything you knew the right things to say you encouraged me ....... I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU its that simple to say and it will always be what i say and i hope the 6 years i knew you was as good 4 u as it was for me because it was filled with such good memories......

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Anonymous
10 years ago

i remember wen i was small i never uesd to go to nobody i is be stuck rte up under mi daddy or mummy espaecially mi daddy wen u uesd to mess with mee i uesd to cry and tell u leave me alone beofre i tell me daddy orr hittin u upp and dayz past by wen i got older wen u used to mess with me i start to go to plp insteed of bein selfish i love u and i will always love uuu cuzzy hunnyy<3<3<3

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Anonymous
10 years ago

Normally with pain after awhile it goes away but this is something that Istill am tryin to come to grips with. I missed your birthday and I'm sorry but the pain was too much to bear. Loosing a little cousin is hard when you know he was sly but never disrespectful. God has His reason why he took you and I know it was for the best and that you had already lived out your earthly purpose. To God be the glory for giving me a chance to be apart of your life. Uncle Mickey had a beach picnic and my world was so so empty without you and Kendra. Family get togethers I treasure now but I miss the memories of us. Gerren got married July 17th and you would have been proud of him. His wife is also expecting a baby in Feb next year. He is really growing up and I wish you were here to share that with him. Sleep on my baby cousin, just know that as time passes the pain does not cease. I love you and know that you are watching over all of us that you love dearly. From my heart to yours baby. I LOVE YOU CUZZY WUZZY!!! REST IN PEACE!!!

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10 years ago

Wow how significant is that time.....Its the time i wished that you were still here Its the amount of time i still missed you.... I can't believe its Here one year it came so fast. Where has the time gone I guess when you left you so did the days, hours and minutes. Boy right now i don't even know what to begin to say. But i guess in just saying how I feel this tribute will fall in place and touch all who need it. God truly know what he was doing when he made you such a happy well-rounded person who every and anyone loved to be around. Yes, we are all here for a season . It just hurt that yours was so short, but yet in that little space of time you manage even with your faults to be the perfect son, cousin, uncle, and brother completing one big happy family. The classmate absolutely no one could forget enthusiasm,, crazy out there attitude, the athlete. You were best friend for some always there and down for whatever, dependable, the fist of fury, and the one that could always be counted on. But to me, you were my love. I could ask a million people what was their definition of love and every answer i know for sure i could have relate to you. You were that one guy in the world who stood out of the crowd not just another guy in the crowd. No one could ever understand my feelings for you. I've had people try to replace you, try to make me forget you what they don't realize is that they can't. You were everything for me the protector, the best friend, love, and the person who help me through every tough situation. Philip going through the list we were many things to many different people , the protector , the provider, the loving and caring people, he friend who was completely honest no matter the situation. You were the man who stood firm for what he believed in and didn't care what anyone else felt about it. You were true to yourself and those around you. No one could ask for anything more than what they got in you. I will end this by saying happy birthday i wish i could hear your voice, hear you sucking your teeth, as i told you that phrase. You are truly missed by all who love you. R.I.P Philip I love you but God loves you more that's why he chose to have you there in heaven with him right now.

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Anonymous
10 years ago

On this day God gave you life and such as He gave that He took away. One year is here, April 25th, 2009 was the day your soul was taken from this Earth, the day my heart began to ache, the day my life was in disarray. I have come to the realization that you are gone Darren and there is nothing that I can do about that, no amount of words or tears will ever bring you back. The only thing that I have and will continue to hold on to is the memories that you have left me with that continuously flood my mind. Our childhood and adolescent years I hold closely to my heart. I love you now and always, nothing or no one will ever change that. Darren you might not be here with us physically but I know your spirit surrounds us daily. When I think about you I think of your smile, your sense of humour, your interesting analogies when it comes to you telling us why were wrong and you were always right, these are some things that keep me going every day. Sometimes I think about what it would be like to see your face again and to hear you say “Ranny” to see you smile and hear your laughter. One day I know I will get the chance to do just that, I just wished that one day was today. People say as time passes your heart will heal, that’s a lie because it never does. No amount of days weeks months or years can erase the pain that you feel, that pain stays with you, it’s like a needle pricking at your side. I cherish the times we had good and bad, through fights and arguments, through sadness and joy, pain and sorrow, if I could go back to spend each one with you all over again and again I would do it without complaint. Happy Birthday my love, my Darren, I do not fear that you will not enjoy your day because I know that you are rejoicing amongst the Angels where God up above have found favour with you and given you rest. I love you, I love you, Darren RANNY LOVES YOU....SLEEP ON AND TAKE YOUR REST. God chose you out of all of us because He needed you.....R.I.P. I miss you and I love you

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11 years ago

If I could turn and walk away, And start all over again.. I can forget I ever knew you, I could live in a world of pretend. But every time I open my eyes, It's back to reality. Things I've tried to forget, Are back again with me. I could go through life, Never saying your name. I could live each day.. Looking for a place to lay the blame. I could feel bitter, For the way things turned out. But I choose not to be, That's not what I'm about. I could forever long for you, And this I'll probably do. If only I could've touched your face.. At least one dream would've come true. I could say I hate you, But it would be a lie. I could wish I'd never met you, So I'd never had a sad goodbye. But no matter the tears, The aches I felt inside, I still can't regret knowing you, My feelings I've never denied. I chose to remember you, The way you were with me. Things you said and felt.. I hold in loving memory. Even though it was a heartache, Only waiting to begin, What I experienced with you... Was the best place I've ever been.

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Anonymous
11 years ago

all i can say right now is that..... i truly miss you ..... everything about you.....and i can't believe that a year is almost here.....i love you baby

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Anonymous
11 years ago

Its been a while since we've talked.......I really need could use your guidance rite now on the exterior they see the smiles but little do they know my heart yearns for your breath big cuz...Why the lord take you away from me that i just don't understand that pshhhh bey life don't even feel complete no mre jed... i miss u dawg...They just don't understand any ways bro i out ga link you up lata still...Love ya

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Ranny
11 years ago

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Ranny
11 years ago

I told myself that would never visit this site again and express how much I miss you but I just cant let go. I have said this over and over again but I MISS YOU. The pain is still here the tears are still falling down my face, thoughts of you, your smile, your voice, the way you laughed all of this I miss. I wish I had one more chance to say goodbye, to tell you how much I love you. What am I suppose to do now? Things just aint the same no more, you're gone and I still ask the question why? A year is soon approaching and I cant come to grips, you are not here and I want you back so bad, just to talk to you, just to hear your voice things are not getting any better. Your pictures are all I have to hold on to and thats not enough. I love you just continue to protect me cuz i know your my guardian angel. I miss you Darren, oh God the pain.........

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dino smith
11 years ago

here i come again.....with something that always bring back to thinking of you.....i jus pray that you are in the rite place....and jus to let you kno that you have help my to change my path in life were i was goin....its hard to go to some else to tell dem my problems cuz you was the first to kno and guide me to help with it even doe u joke bout it.......but i kno you watchin ova me rite now this problem i have kno.... jus guide me through and let every think on it as gift that am bring......love ya dawg and its bout to be a year already

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Anonymous
11 years ago

Right now words cannot explain how hard it is for me. Everyday I call your name or have a memory of you. Sometimes it feels as if your right here. Im just looking forward to the next family reunion just to bother you. You are so so loved by our family and always loved us right back. I want you to be okay. I just wanted you to tell me you were going to have to leave. God never makes mistakes though so I know you were here and lived out your purpose. R.I.P. My Baby Cousin Darren. I love you. R.I.P.

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Donato Smith
11 years ago

Everyday Darren,Everyday....I share a memory witheither myself or a campanion.I said this enough times But I miss you.Who doesn't?I really want you back man life just ain't the same.My brother gone...Your picture hanging in my mirror is a constant memory a memory in which i long to become the present.I hate having to talk to you this but i know you listening.Just give me one visit let me know you there safe in the hands of God.I still shed tears to this day man.It hurts yime aint healing nothing.Mannn....Man im tired of using words man, all I ask for is one dap, one handshake, one hug....Gone to soon.Good times aint as good as they would be if you were here.LOL I jus t miss you sharing your constant opinion on everything.That laugh man I can hear it now well as we all know its actually a sqwak.Really feelings sorry i didn't go with you that night probally would of been me and you but atleast you wouldn't have to eundre that yourself. Hey just letting you know im still thinking bout big bro miss you alot its like my right lung gone.. I'm out though much love R.I.P. Bro "Philip Anthony Darren Clarke"

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For now and foerver more those little things i'll always adore. That laugh that smile Your voice in my head replays every night before i go to bed. Your enthusiam and opinionated ways i wish some how some way you could have stayed. Deep in my soul Deep in heart there is a special piece known as your part. Days go by and seasons change but there is one thing that will always remain the same The ways i feel the love i have the memories gained but that fact you are not here in the present will always drive me crazily insane For now and forever more I love and miss you! R.I.P You will always be remember by all those you have come across in your life

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Cerys
11 years ago

not a day goes by and i don't think of you philip. everyday, 2pm is not the same without you lunch buddy.as i sit here crying i can hear you saying "you miss me hey? don't lie man cerys" and i do.......

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EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES AND GO TO SLEEP I COULD JUS FEEL YOUR PRESENTS.........LAUGHING AND JOKEING AROUND SHOWIN ME ALL THE GUD TIME ME,NADO,AND YOU HAD WEN WE WHER ALWAYS TOGTHER........EVERY NITE I WAKE UP THINKING YOU CALLIN MY NAME SO WE COULD GO HANG OUT OR SOMETHING ITS JUS CRAZY...........BUT I KNO U STILL HERE CUZ I HAVE U IN MY HEART TO FULLEST DAWG......I WISH U COULD JUS STAY A LIL LONGER OR NEVA LEAVE.......GONNA BE WEIRD DIS YEAR FOR ME BECUZ COME BACK TO NASSAU ON BDAY AND YOU NOT THEIR FOR ME TO CALL AND SAY LETS RIDE ALL NITE LONG TERROIZEING DEM GIRLS LOL.........BUT INSTEAD OF CELEBRATING MINES AM GONNA CELEBRATES YOURS CUZ I COULDNT BE THEIR YOU.......KEEP ON VISITING ME IN MY DREAMS I SEE YOU WEN I GET THEIR ONE LOVE BRO

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EVERY DAY I THINK BOUT THE GUD AND THE BAD TIMES THAT ME AND YOU HAD TOGETHER..........YOU ALWAYRS THEIR FOR ME WEN NEEDED SOME ONE TO TALK TO YOU WEN NO ELSE WILL LISTEN TO ME........I HARD FOR ME TO BELIVE THAT YOU ARE GONE I FEEL LIKE AM PART OF THAT REASON BRAH......I DIDNT CALL YOU THE NITE BE 4 AND SAID BE SAFE........THEY PAIN IN MY HEART IS FULL OF MADNESS AND HAPPINESS.AM HAPPY THE GOD GAVE US ANORTHER ANGEL TO WATCH OVA ME AND ARE FAMILY....I MAD THAT WE HAD TO LET YOU GO TO SOON......ITS HARD TO THINK OR HARD TO CALL YA HOUSE AND NOT KNOWIN THAT U GONNA ANSWER THE PHONE...OR EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES ONLY THING I SEE IS YOU IN THAT WHITE SUIT.......I KNO THEIR WAS ALOT OF THINGS YOU SAID U WANTED TO DO B4 U DIED.....ONE OF THEM WAS TO FINISH SCHOOL.......I KNO ALOT OF PEOPLE EXPECT ALOT FRM ME BUT THATS ONE THING AM GONNA DO CUZ U PUSH ME ON TO GET IN COLLEGE AND I KNO U WILL GUIDE ME THROUGH IT.........BUT I LOVE YOU DOG AND I WILL NEVA SAY GUD BYE I JUS MEET AND WE WILL STAND SIDE BY SIDE.......3D FOR LIFE

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Ranny
11 years ago

I sit some days and just think about you. I cant believe that your gone..it's hard to face reality. My heart is filled with pain. Everyday just gets harder no one knows how I feel. To know that I can longer see you physically is the hardest part. How I long to hear your voice again but reality is your voice is still. What I would do to see you again , I miss you so much. I can't let go, I miss you. Somedays I just cry and it brings some comfort to me. If only I could go back in time and see you one last time. It's hard to let go. I look at the family photo we took last year Christamas and notice how everyone was smiling, we were a happy family, but this year your not here what will we do? I have no idea. It's hard to smile on the outside when your really hurting on the inside. For all the wrong things that I did to you, I'm sorry, for all the the things I didn't get to do for you I wish I could. I wish you were here, I miss you Darren so much. The year is almost gone and I haven't gotten over the fact that you're gone.. I doubt I ever will. This is the place I often visit when I need to talk to you. I cannot wait until that day until I see you again but until then continue to rest in the arms of Jesus. My heart aches, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you. love you always and forever RANNY

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Donato
11 years ago

Its been three montsh and some time now, but seem thing keep getting worse.If aint heavy tears its constant memories.You really left to soon..I try to do everything for me and u but i just cant seem to get things right,its so hard to keep focus and you are not her to make sure lil cuz got his head in the right direction,Its the little i miss so much,you stopping by on sundays just chilln n talkn.Going out aint what it used to be now that your gone instead of having fun.I hurt inside and dont how longer i can continue to smile cause the pressures are starting to come down on me.I truly realise how much u meant to me now, you really never know what you have till its gone.Its so hard is all i can say.If you can hear show me what to do.Until then im going to be strong and be successful for the both of.pshh Cant wait to see you again.LATER BRUH R.I.P CUZ Love You Dawg(Nado)

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Well it's official......It's been three months. Still cant believe it, I can still remember every moment every thing you said and did as if it was only yesterday. My birthday is tomorrow and it will not be as special as the other. I can't expect that tonight you will call me two minutes short of july 26 to say hey waste my phone bill 4 12 o clock to come to tell me happy birthday and that u love me enjoy the day... Boy! It hurts so much when the reality of all this settles in that things aren't the same and they will never be..... Til this day you often cross my mind and i find myself either smiling or crying. It get frustrating sometimes because you were my go to guy the one person who was truly there for me what ever i needed or who i needed you to be.....that what you were my friend annoying sidekick love ...... u were my everything. Philip i love you and i miss you......i will try to enjoy my day tomorrow because thats what you would have wanted but im not making no promises Gone but can never be forgetten Your spirit lives on .........

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Ranny
11 years ago

It's been two months and a few days since you have been gone from this earth and the pain, hurt,and tears are still here and I dont think they will ever go away. Darren I will never understand why you had to leave, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you. Each day that goes by,and every second of each hour I think about you. Why, is the question that I always ask. I wish you were here, I WANT you here but you're not. When I think about it we were the last two babies in the family everything was always Ranny and Darren. I can't believe you're gone, but I do know that your memory will forever live on and has bring our family closer together. As usual my Darren my only request is that you will continue to protect and watch over our family. I love you so much, I miss you but I know that one day I will see you again but until then I guess I will have to go on. Writing this message makes me feel connected to you and to stop writing is so hard. I look at your pictures and tears just begin to flow. Darren why did you have to go? I love you always and forever

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kengie
11 years ago

it grieves me to know that i have yet loss another member of the family. but i no that u are safe with mama and brother on ya side. just want u to know that we miss you and we love u. respect cos.

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Nickelle Outten
11 years ago

Jus to write ya name brings tears to my eyes. I still can't believe it..... I don't even like to look at kelly face book page, or even her pic on messenger. It's still jus too sad! Mama, my mama and my daddy write there with u....Tell them I love them and I miss them....The tears seem to come from nowhere....but God loved u best, that's y......Love you baby!

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Nyrandra Brown
11 years ago

wat can i say about my cute cousin $DARREN$ , he is the cute lil thing,like to drank Henike,and like to introuduce himself to the ladies always a lover boy. jes letting u know i came second in the class with a 3.59. Patrice , William , Omal , Atiyta , Dario,and me miss u so much . i love u and i will not stop thinking about u , gone but forgotten,$$$$love u Ashley$$$$$

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Nyrandra Brown
11 years ago

Everyday i think about how it would be if you were here,what you would say and how it would be to see you smile just one more time. I miss you so much that it would take eternity to express how much I do. The times we had were so short lived. I sometimes wonder how I will make it throughout the day but I know that you are here and you always will be.The house just doesn't feel the same without you, family functions aren't fun anymore because you're not there to give your two cents whether it's a suck teeth, or your genius advice which you thought was always the best. My Darren I love you, I miss you, and I wish that you were here. It doesn't seem real to me as yet that your gone, I wish you were here. The only request that I have for you is that you will continue to watch over our family. There is not a single day that we don't mention your name or try to imitate the way you acted but then it sets in and we realize that we can't. I can go on forever and write but it still won't bring you back, but just know that Ranny always and forever will love you.

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Wow! Wow! What can I say? It's just so overwhelming. Everyday it settles in more and more. And i realize that there is no more text messages no more annoying name calling late night phone calls and no more video calling ...people say that each day that it get easier but for me personally it doesn't it get harder and harder. The loneliness is kicking in, you are always running cross my mind and my heart. I still wake up some mornings and just sit in my corner and cry my little eyes out. Baby I Love You and I Miss You. Philip you left so many people behind but through the love and the bond you had with us it somehow in a little way gets each and everyone of us through the day... My heart skips a beat every time i hear someone call your name and every time i pick up a pen or pencil i fine myself just scribbling down your name. Sometimes i can't catch my breath where all this happen so fast. And it feel like everything is just passing me by. Things aren't the same without you the days don't same as bright as beautiful as they should. When you came into my life you change so much for me and you gave me so much. That love, joy, affection, the energy that just use to give my life meaning and balance. We perfectly. Now that physically your not here i feel like a big chunk of me is missing. You were very much so a part of me. You embodied me and everything i would look for in another person. I can search this earth all my life and still never find some one who can come close to fill a little bit of your shoes. God truly blessed your parents and sister with your incredible spirit it's a little sad considering your life span. Philip Anthony Darren Clarke you are truly missed by everyone you came in contact with no matter the length of time. Your friends all know how lucky and special they were to have had you place in their life and they all thank you for always being there and having their backs. Baby I Love You and Miss You! And every time my heartbeats it also aches Knowing that your away from me and that I shouldn't be expecting the things you usually would do......No calls No hugs No more you making me laugh No more kisses! But Your Heart and Your Spirit will live on forever and Linger around all those you love..... Sleep Well My Love

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mzdelow911
11 years ago

Hi, I was looking through the beautiful tributes, i have one here for my daughter. I stopped on this one and admired what you have written, OMG that was some beautiful words, i can tell you really loved this person, it felt like me talking to my daughter. I just wanna say, the pain nevers goes away, it lingers there. My prayers to the family for their loss.

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Donato Smith
11 years ago

Its been two months now and the tears cant seem to come to a hault. Its not a day that passes that i dont think about our time together. If it was any way i could bring you back I would not just for me but also so that aunty Shirley,Nika,Raquel and Philip can be in the warmth of your company. I loved like you like a brother and words cant explain how much i miss you. Why is a question i ask daily but i never get an answer. The part that hurts the most is that you wanted to take me along on that last ride and I didnt endure. It eats me alive to know that I could have prevented you from facing death alone. Its not many people that I choose to die with or for but you were one of them. Hurt fills my heart whenever i call the house and i cant ask for you but i kno your watchn. Darren just wacth over me and let me know your there because these times are so hard to bare. I love you bro and i jus want one more moment with you I swear ill give it all. They tell me to move on but how can I everything I seem to try fails. your apart of me now and everything i do ill do twice just for you. I could go on forever but the tears are gettn really heavy i just want to say....... I LOVE YOU.......I MISS YOU Love, "lil bro"Nato R.I.P.PHILIP ANTHONY DARREN CLARKE

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Andrée Bethel
11 years ago

Darren meant a lot to me, more than anyone knows or could ever imagine. It hurts so much because I hadn't seen him for about 2 years. He 'took care' of me everyday after school. Almost everyday Darren would look for me, usually looking to see if I had any juice in my bag. Not one day would go by without Darren going home with 1 or 2 koolaid jammers. He was a type of person who loved to be around friends and Family. Nothing could ever separate him from his family, not now or ever. I KNOW he looks down at us everyday and sits down next to us when we reminisce about him. Now I end by not saying goodbye but see you later. I Love you and miss you sooooo much.

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Today marks a week that I didn't want to but i had to say Goodbye. Everyday i wake up crying now what i know the day holds which is not being able to see you and you not being here to make me laugh smile and hold me tight and tell me not to go. But after i cry i can't help smile knowing that you live on and that we are temporarily apart that you are in heaven smiling down and that one day i will be able to see that joy and happiness that i miss so much. Many people do not realize the extent of our friendship our relationship that no more how far we were that our love crushed those boundaries......I refuse to let death deteriorate our love and my spirit. Philip i wished we could have traded places and it was me instead of you, you had gifts i wished i had and i think the world would have deserved to see them.....but it was just not destined for you God loved you more than I could and he wanted you closer to him and that's why your not here with me today. You have been with me through many things and i am thankful for that. You have given me the best gift ever and that knowing you. You allowed me to know what love is which many people search their whole lives to find. Philip you are and will always be my best friend my headache my heart MY LOVE! There is a part of my heart carve by you personally with your name on it. Wow! i still can't believe it. It's been a week since i have seen You, my dreams, a life and my future in that casket and you were return to the earth. I don't know what to do with myself as yet, but i know in whatever I do, I have to do for the both of us. That trip to Japan is something we both wanted to do and whenever that opportunity comes i will accept and enjoy it for the both of us. And you know i can't come to Nassau and not visit you and tell you everything that is going on. You expressed to me everyday how important your family and friends are to you I will try my best to stay in contact with them as much as I can. Your parents may not realize or want to accept it but they do have another daughter...Me...Lol. Because if you were still placed on this earth I know that one day you would have married me, you told me that everyday. I will do my best to live up to your legacy, and celebrate your life the way you would want it to be. I will try and help out your family whenever i can, boy cause you know we love our parents more than anything. And i know if it was me instead you would do all that your heart could allow. Philip not a day will go by that i won't think about you because the fact is there will never be another like you... and my world will never be the same sense your watching over me instead of here with me. I Love You More than Anything and No One can ever take the place of You. I Pray for you and that the Lord gives me strength to go through each day. And rest assure that I'll be dreaming of you and the fact that you loved me. I just want to hold you close but all i can do is dream of you. And the day that you said that you love me will forever replay in my mind and heart.... You said you love me and was shocked to hear me say i love you too. Philip I miss you and love you as well as many others. You are forever engraved in the hearts everyone you came in contact with. ---Kisses--- Wait for me on that side.

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My memories of my lil' cousin Darren are so remarkable that I am so priviledge to hold them close to my heart. Darren was the kind of person who was so protective of us and always was there to make us laugh. You could not find a person in this world like my lil' cousin Darren. I remember the "Clarke Family Reunions" when my big cousin Kendra and I would lock Darren in the room til he cried then we would let him out. Then there were the times when me, him and Ranny would be together playing. I guess ne1 who has something to say about my baby cousin Darren could run on forever. Dats just da kind of loving, protective, down to earth and funny person Darren was. We miss you honey and haven't stopped crying. Rest with Jesus baby 'til we meet again. Rest In Peace Phillip Anthony "Darren Clarke Jr. I love you forever.

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