Mom, Mother, Friend - My Life..... I never thought I would be here.....I took our relationship for granted....I am Sorry....I never thought I would loose my mother...I never thought you would leave me...all of us...I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME MOM!!!! I don't know what to do...I am so empty - hurt ---LOST!!! I am sorry I wasn't the best daughter --- No matter what our past, you know - you lite up my life - EVERY DAY!! Howdy Mamm! God, momma I MISS YOU! I WANT YOU BACK SO BAD! I keep pretending to be okay - but who am I fooling - I am horrible - i can't even breath. Nothing is the same of will ever be....I want you to know - PLEASE - I am sincerely sorry for my shortcomings as a daughter! I WILL ALWAYS TREASURE OUR TIME TOGETHER! I LOVE YOU MOM! Mindy