This is just a message to express my sympathy and to let whoever may read this know that I share your pain. Stephany I dont know you and have never met you but your tombstone is really close to my little brother Danny's tombstone who passed just a few months after you, he was 12 years old. & He was my only brother and I am his only sister, You and I were born the same year (1988) and you, like him, seem to be too good for this earth. It seems like God had a better plan for you and my brother. This sounds wierd but I feel like you may be with him up in heaven being like a sister to him like I was supposed to be, and I want to say thank you . Such a Beautiful girl gone too soon RIP Stephany respectfully yours, Danny's sister
love u loser :*
i miss you lil mama and cant ponder the fact that you are not on this earth but i know we gonna catch up in the after life....ima LOOK lil bit older but you know is all good ima still be mackin it to dem angels up there , hook a brotha up naw mean !!!! lol dont look out for me down here mami im good just look out for sean baby ...........
It's been almost a year now and it seems just like yesterday that we were getting on that plane to go get you...time really does fly!!! I miss you today more than ever and not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind. I love you loser and I know you're looking over us, making sure everything is ok. ttyl ;)
Damn steph, known u since second grade..After i.s. 90, i moved to florida and kept the same cell numba, and u were the only one of my friends i left in ny dat actually called me on my bday..thats goes a long way..I am actually madd at myself for not having kept more in contact wit u..and the news of ur passing comes to me a yr lata through facebook..my heart jus sank..miss u and luv u...
Manita, it's the xmas season and you have no idea how HARD this is for me. I think about you every second of the day. I can't even glance at one of your pictures without a tear coming out. I miss you so much manita, you can imagine how hard these holidays are for me. Even now as I type i'm f-ing crying. This is all much harder to see mom like in another world, she's starting to get forgetful, distraught, like gone. I'm trying to stay strong for her manita but everything thats been happening in our "FAM-ILY" since you left, has taken a major toll on that strong, sturdy, hardcore woman that gave birth to us. Steph, during these difficult times I don't want you to be sad for anything thats happening down here. Everybody has parted their seperate ways but PLEASE don't think this was because of your leaving...u know it was bound to happen sooner or later, but the time just came. Mom is fine cuz she has a peace of mind now. She has me and people that love her dearly, everything and everybody else that wants to harm her and us with their IGNORANCE are all alone and miserable in their lives right now as we speak. Manita, we went to the cemetery the other day and put up a lil christmas tree for you, so you can celebrate christmas with us. Hope you like it. Right now I must go back to work, I'm a wreck right now, my eyeliner (used to be urs) has rubbed off. Manita, Christmas Dinner is at my house this year, including folks flying in from down south, like Dre* and Marisol, G, the girls and el loco are coming over too, Rob is passing by tambien, Sammy and Stephanie are spending it with us again in your honor.....and manita, you're going to be there too, sitting right between Black and me, remember you used to call Anthony "Black"? It slips sometimes and he looks at me hard and sayd "uh-uh, that was steph's". OK! My bad! lol Steph, Black has been very supportive to mom, me and da fam. He doesn't talk about it at all, cuz u know he's a hard one to show his emotions, but at times when he sees me crying, he tears too. He even wears your scarf cuz u used to tie it in a special way he can look fly LOL he tells me that all the time. This christmas will be the saddest in my life...not only cuz you're gone, but because our family has deteriorated. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, MIND, BODY AND SOUL. You are highly missed by EVERY breathing being I know....yup...even Biru from da block. You are my angel and I know you're always looking down at me and smiling at me. I've never dreamt with you ever since....but hopefully you'd know why and when the time comes, I hope you wake me up to talk just like we used to do. Love you Big Bertha, forever......for life! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Luva TE AMO!
I know we weren't close and i realized you don't need to know someone, but respect everyone and love them just as much as if you've known them. If you wouldn't of ever crossed my path i wouldn't of ever learned that lesson, so thank you for that. God Bless.
Although we were not in good terms....I still feel overall you were a good person and it was sad to see you go....I send my condolences to your family, you were like a sis....this whole neighborhood (170's) is like family...until this day I can't beileve your gone, but now your in a good place....r.i.p stephluva!
I've laughed alot with you in those brief moments we've had...gonna miss you cuz ! love you.
I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU.
Steph was always against smoking! Always telling me to stop and trying to pull the cigarette as I was attempting to light it. So on Lisi's birthday, while both drunk out of our minds, she tells me to stop smoking while grabbing the cigarette out of my hand and taking a pull!!! Hahaha ... I'll never forget her smile
Steph!!!! I love u girl u kno i do. and i always reminded u after i would tell u how much i hated u when i first met u lol...the first day we met u made a point to tell me i didnt know what i was doing at my job and neither did the rest of my co workers...and then that night we all went out drunk & bowling things changed...we finally bonded and its been on and poppin ever since...u always hyped me up to the dumm stuff i wouldnt normaly do lol whether it was talking to a girl or rapping for no reason lol u was always gassing me..then i left macys and everytime i saw u we would walk around talking about who did us grimey...the last time i saw you you were laughing..and i know you still have that beautiful smile on your face...i lost a sister on easter..i lost a friend on easter...and bianca lost apart of her self... i love you girl..and forever will remember you!
These pictures can't even begin to show your beautiful life...but they are small glimpses into the blinding light that was your soul...WE <3 U STEPH...HOY & PARA SIEMPRE
First and foremost, I would like to start off by saying Steph, I love you and I miss you soooooooooooo much. It doesn't matter how much I write, there are no words that can describe how much you mean to me. I watched you grow from a baby to a beautiful young lady and that is something that nobody can ever take away. I wish we could have spent more time together but the reality is that you were growing up. You were working, going to school and most important you were living your life Stephany. There are so many lessons in life that God teaches us, but the lost of a loved one is the one that hurts the most. Day in and day out I try to figure out the best way to try to cope with your lost and yet again I can't seem to find an answer. One night while praying, I asked the lord “why do you make me suffer like this?" and as I slowly cried myself to sleep it dawned on me that god had answered my question. I knew that I must be strong and continue to provide the unconditional love that you have always provided for your friends and family. I won't say goodbye instead I will write I’ll see you later. Until we meet again I will always have you in my heart and in my prayers. I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU STEPH!!
when ever we came over to visit we used to tell you that we havent seen you in a long time and you would say "im always workin and goin to school most of the time"but what i love about you is that when ever we came over you would come home from work and take some time to catch up with us and basically make up the time that we werent together..but now your an angel looking down at us.. we'll love you now nd forever
steph..words cant explain how much fun we had the week that i stayed over in the bronx at elaines house..remeber we watch one missed call and when the movie ended they were callin and at the same time the hoouse phone rang and i told u not 2 pic it but u did and it wus elain -_-..lol..well thats one memory ill never 4get and all the others we have together..ilOveyOu stephluva =] and always will.